Hey guys, just an update on my current situation, and why I haven't updated lately --

So my dad hasn't paid the child support I pay my rent with since April, and I've been forced to move out of the apartment I've been in for two years and live in my mom's garage, pretty much. It's not so bad (the apartment was pretty shitty; way too small for my stuff to fit in, mold all over the place, front door that didn't fit the frame, bathroom door installed upside down and fell off all the time with a doorknob that also fell out all the time, some sort of worm things crawling out of the bathroom sink etc, just to name a few...) but my lappy is busted again so I don't have private access to internet, and my mom is hounding me to get a job just about every waking moment, so I haven't even been able to draw a single doodle in like, weeks. I'm pretty much dying here; I really really really can't go this long without creating something. It doesn't feel right at all. Making art is in my veins. It's who I am.

Anyway, I do want to (and have to) get a job, since I can only stay here for the summer, and that's probably going to take up a bit of my time until I actually get one (because then, my mom will stop bugging me whenever I'm doing anything "unproductive", I hope) and I don't know if I'll be given a single freaking free moment until then. I haven't seen a friend in over a month or something.

Ugh.

I want to create something dammit.

Hopefully, I'll be back again soon.

Sorry for the lack of a concise point this journal, I'm just really frustrated. Sorry to angst on you guys, too.

Maybe I can sneak a few doodles in here and there, if I'm lucky.

Hope to see you soon.